As I say at the end of the video I have wanted to make this for a while but I want people to take it the right way. With all this Mental Health Awareness is seems many are jumping on the trend and making videos claiming to have depression. I am not and do not want to be seen that way and that is why I have put this off so long!
I just want to pass on the lessons that help me everyday!
Also I have to talk about my situation honestly so you know why I am struggling and the benefits my life affords me.
If you ever feel like it has got too much and you see no way out.
Wait a day what difference dose it make! Visit here for people in your country who won’t judge but listen and help! You are not alone!
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Thanks spicy, hearing this has given me some motivation to do something that needs to get done. I can normally pick myself back up and find motivation but have been struggling as of late, but telling my anxiety to do one and get a little worked up seams to be better than listening to it and trying to use what its saying as my motivator.
Hey spicy as a person who suffered from social anxiety and depression for the last year or so I'm glad to say I've finally beaten it. I couldn't of done it without my bike as it allowed me to get out of the house and feel safe as I knew no one could see me… from there I finally have my first job, mates and a much better life
Helmet off to you spicy. It takes such a brave person to talk about our personal struggles. I do the same with looking at the depression and anxiety as something outside me. For me it is the cube. A friend uses the black dog. Often though the kindest, nicest people are those who struggle the hardest. Keep fighting.
This video really hit deep with me on a personal level, not that I've dealt with depression but I hit big barrier recently and it's that "fuck it" attitude that's gotten me from barely walking and in a hospital bed to exceeding in my fitness today and everyday 8 months on. You've really reminded me why it's so important not to give in!
Hey spicy, I really want to help support you buy buying one of your clocks, but at the moment, I am currently putting my money towards a motorbike, (that you kinda inspired me to want to buy), as soon as I become a bit more stable with money, Imma get one of those clocks. You work hard and deserve all of the support you get, I know depression is not an easy subject to put into words, yet you managed to do it. Keep up the good work on youtube and the metalworks
Feel fir you Spicy ! Sub with you for years now , look into vaping CBD oil , i do and find it helps with anxiety & Depression also with pain. I had spinal surgery in 2014 and it didn't work for me & made the issue worst . Cost me my job and riding my motorcycle. Its taken until 2018 to get back on a bike. Still on pain killers but got myself of the morphine ! I battle daily but just battle 1 day at a time.
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Been there, done that. Very rarely have I heard anyone articulate it as well as you Spicy. Well fucking done! Stay strong. That video may well help a lot of people that are on the wrong side of it.
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Been there, doing it now. Or living it now for a while…
So i understand were you are coming from.
The last bit was hard man, i felt it in your voice. You actually got me there :O
Especially the not getting to sleep, not wanting to go to sleep, or leaving your seat for that point,
Not got the energy or will to get up in the morning. Fighting yourself constantly.
And it is terrible hard sometimes to break that moment. (have called in sick more than once, because i lost to myself).
Then again, i have had the days that the bucket spilt and i smashed something. It clears the mind, for a limited time.
So, nowadays we are talking to someone, mainly because i'm not sleeping and the doctor sent me to them.
But i decided to accept the help i guess….
Don't have the feeling i have full depression or full anxiety, not quite sure what i have fully.
Negative moodswings and atypical depression, although in Dutch they use a total different term for it 😉
Personal videos are hard to get right in a way that gets your point over and still feels engaging to an audience, you managed that here Spicy, and did so with a very tough subject.