suicide/
yes. im alive unfortunately
i just haven’t had motivation to animate ok?! I’ve also been busy
ugh… school has been awful, i hate almost everyone in my fucking class..
my grades are awful
mom’s been yelling at me a lot for my grades. that one F was understandable but what’s so bad about an A-?
receiving ableism and Transphobia is so fucking fun/s
my mental health and mood has been a fucking mess recently
Shadow Man hasn’t been around in a while
thoughts of my ex friend keep coming back, im so fucking scared they’ll show up again and just
do what they did on my last vent
who knows, maybe they’ll be happy if i was just fucking gone!?
i was so scared to tell them how they made me feel because it seemed so easy to tip them off the edge
maybe i should’ve just let it go on!
im so fucking stupid
i wanna fucking kill myself i don’t wanna do this anymore
My psychosis is getting worse, so is my dyslexia, Bipolar and BPD but a while ago I’ve stopped fucking caring about this shit. might as well let it get worse, its not like i can get actual help. i won’t ever be able too
mh..
I’ll try uploading more. i guess
no, don’t give me any fucking pity, don’t fucking baby me i don’t wanna fucking hear it!
oh! and dear classmates!:
no, don’t ask, don’t ask me ever on ANYTHING about this shit. just leave me the fuck alone. I hate almost all of you with a burning passion. don’t try to get buddy buddy with me just to get info abt this from me, my mental illness is bad enough to the point i don’t trust almost any of you
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